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This workbook gives those feelings a safe place to be expressed, understood, and processed.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThrough guided prompts, reflection pages, and gentle exercises, children are encouraged to:\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eExplore their emotions in a safe and supportive way\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eUnderstand that their feelings are valid\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBegin rebuilding trust and emotional security\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eFeel seen, heard, and less alone in their experience\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWhether a parent is in active addiction or recovery, this workbook helps children navigate the complex emotions that come with it.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis is more than a workbook—\u003cbr\u003eit’s a voice for the child who never got to speak.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e✨ What’s Included\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eGuided reflection prompts\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eEmotional awareness exercises\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eTrust-building pages\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eSafe space journaling sections\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHealing-focused activities designed for children\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e📌 Who This Is For\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eChildren affected by addiction in the home\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eFamilies in recovery\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eCounselors, therapists, and support groups\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eParents working to rebuild relationships with their children\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e💜 Created With Purpose\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis workbook was created from real-life experience, with a deep understanding of both addiction and recovery.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBecause healing isn’t just for the person in recovery—\u003cbr\u003eit’s for the children, too.","brand":"Lulu","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":44878372208749,"sku":null,"price":15.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/1721\/4061\/files\/Children_of_Addiction_Workbook_Healing_Journal_for_Kids_Recovery_Support_1_4475003601.jpg?v=1774022069"},{"product_id":"the-woman-i-had-to-rebuild","title":"The Woman I Had to Rebuild","description":"\u003cp\u003eThe Woman I Had to Rebuild is a powerful healing journey for women who lost pieces of themselves while surviving life, relationships, and expectations. 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Through honest storytelling, hard-earned lessons, and deeply personal reflections, Ashley shares what it looks like to sit in the wreckage, face the shame, and choose healing anyway. From early recovery and grief to boundaries, faith, and personal growth, these pages speak to anyone who has had to start over—emotionally, spiritually, or physically.\nInside, readers will find real-life experiences paired with reflection prompts that encourage healing, self-awareness, and forward movement. This book offers comfort without coddling, hope without pretending the pain didn’t happen, and faith without perfection. It’s for the ones who have been judged by their past, shaped by their mistakes, and are learning that transformation doesn’t mean going backward—it means becoming someone new.\nIf you’ve ever looked at your life and thought, I don’t recognize myself anymore, this book is here to remind you: growth changes you, healing reshapes you, and not being who you were is the point.","brand":"Lulu","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":44878386823277,"sku":"8m69dq","price":16.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/1721\/4061\/files\/ChatGPT_Image_Mar_14_2026_11_49_25_AM.png?v=1776207395"},{"product_id":"learning-to-live-after-everything-fell-apart","title":"Learning to Live After Everything Fell Apart","description":"\u003cp\u003eWhat happens after everything falls apart—and you’re still here? 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It’s an invitation to stay present with who you are now—without erasing your past or punishing yourself for it. If you’ve made it through the breaking and are learning how to breathe again in the aftermath, this book is for you. You are not broken for needing time. You are not weak for still feeling the weight. 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